Not So Fun, Then FUN!

i'm at work. i only have about an hour left of my shift. but i am not too excited about leaving either. i have a very undesirable doctor's appointment after this. ug, i hate going to the doctor, dentist, etc...always just a weird feeling. i can handle seeing my therapist but ug, i never look forward to those other type of appointments. my blood pressure ALWAYS goes through the roof for one thing. plus, i have a high heart rate in general, so you can imagine that it feels like it doubles with my worries!:( but most the times, when i'm done at these types of appointments, i say to myself "well that wasn't so bad afterall." i guess it's just the anticipation that makes me so nervous. i should know by now but ug, i can't seem to help it to this day.

but the fun doesn't stop today. wednesday i have yet another doctor's appointment. unfortunately, it's just the way things worked out-almost back to back this week. and i would've had another appointment possibly on Friday if my therapist would've been in, but she'll be out so actually i'm glad. but again, i really feel ok going to see her. it's a different type of appointment if you know what i mean.

so the good stuff now. yay, tomorrow i'll be going to dinner with my friend. and wednesday after my appointment, i'll be going to my work party. so by then i'll definitely be feeling little or no stress. then thursday is my last work day until...i don't know when. our schedule's aren't out for next week (& i'll be lucky if i work because my work is only open mon & tue next week).

after that, it's xmas eve & xmas day (those days should be nothing but fun!). and after all THAT, i'll be on vacation for over a week. which is both good & bad-good because i'll get to do some things i've been putting off & bad because i won't be getting paid-ugh! but c'est la vie. that's just what happens when you work at a school.

ok, i hope you all have a good week. and i'm sure i'll post more as usual over the days to come.;} now it's almost time for me to leave...i got 15 minutes to go. so now i'm just hoping i'll get in & out of my appointment asap. talk to you peeps later.