Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Misery Doesn't Love Company


ugh, i gotta work today. gotta be there in about 2 hours. but i'm having a serious migraine. then again, when are they not serious? people describe them in different ways but for me LIGHT & SOUND are my two worst enemies. the light is TOO bright & the sound is TOO loud...always. i've been having these forever & the only drug i can take to prevent them from happening is terribly expensive (even w/my insurance!), so i must feel the pain. which basically feels like my brain is being squished & squished some more in my head. ugh.

luckily, they usually come around only once a month. but unfortunately, they last from 1-3 days. today is day 2 & 1/2...so if it doesn't go away by tomorrow, that's not good. so i prob won't post anymore today cuz it's quite painful (to those who have never experienced one) to just THINK, which is awful. maybe if i would've slept a little better, it would've gone away. i couldn't sleep well because i was laying down for most the day yesterday. so, when bedtime came around, i just couldn't fall asleep for the life of me. basically, i just couldn't get comfortable. you know how that happens when you've been laying around in the same place for a while?

so i'm going to go so i can get ready & relax for a little before work. closing note: this is why i get pissed off about health insurance & US health care in general. even when in tremendous pain, nothing really can be done simply because i can't afford it. it's terrible...fucking terrible that this happens to people everywhere in this country. i feel terrible for peeps worse off than me.~

3 Curious people had this to say...:

Diane said...

curious to know what medication you are specifically talking about. cuz there are def effective drugs out there. so there might be something else you can try that is cheaper.

i take midrin and it is a miracle! only take them when i need to and my migraine is gone in a snap! as long as i catch it right away! so i always keep some with me, just in case.

with mine i puke and cant see. its horrible. so i know how you feel.

i know you dont have insurance, but if you ever get a chance, try to see a neurologist. get a brain mri. maybe they can see what's going on. sometimes migraines arent' just migraines.

hope you feel better FAST!

Eve Noir said...

thanks diane for your concern/advice. i will look into that medication. yes, i've heard that people throw up & that must be terrible! yeah, my vision gets a lil' blurry but luckily i can still see ok overall. i wrote you an email too (i left a comment on your post yesterday about it) so i could tell you a bit more. thanks again & ttys.~eve

Giggles said...

Oh that sucks Eve. I am sorry to hear you have a migraine. I have had them and they are not fun. I wouldn't wish them on anyone. I hope by now you are over it and feeling better. If not then try some warm compresses. Maybe that will help.