Too Much Joy Division/New Order & Ryan

hm, had a weird dream last night. i think i know partially why i had it though. i've been thinking about joy division/new order/ian curtis lately. mainly cuz i recently watched a documentary on JD, started listening to the music a lot again, and found my old copy of ian curtis' wife's book about him called Touching From A Distance (which Control is primarily based off of). so that's been in my head. and now the other part of why i think i had it...

i've been thinking of ryan gosling lately as well. this is because i was recently talking to mike's grandmother about how i think he's such a great actor (and yeah, i rambled but i think he's so good!). & how she she should borrow a couple of my dvd's w/him in it. she's really cool with all types of movies. Ex. mike let her borrow Mysterious Skin before, and if anyone knows about that film, they know it's a bit of a difficult movie to watch. so i know ryan's films Half Nelson & Lars and the Real Girl prob won't scare her off...

so my dream. well, like most dreams i don't remember most of it or many details. all i remember was ryan was at a party outside somewhere cuz i remember trees in the background...(my house? my parents?)...and i don't know if he was my boyfriend or what. but all he said to me was "So how was the New Order concert?" and i just remember feeling really happy that he asked me that & i don't know why. very bizarre. i mean i could kinda figure out why that band was said & why he was in it, but the meaning of it all...who knows? and that's how most dreams are anyways, right? well, atleast mine. i'm never quite sure on what they are trying to tell me...if anything.
hm, curious.~